188. Phenomenal Transformation - Timothy Stuetz

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Decades ago Timothy Stuetz felt God was telling him he was on the wrong path, as two weeks into coming back into accounting work he found himself with a gun to his chest. 

He spent his life following the breadcrumbs which were laid out for him from a benevolent force, leading him away from the hamster wheel of corporate life into meditation, hands-on healing, yoga, qi gong, tai chi, Reiki, and Quantum Energetics. Some of the topics we explore in this episode:

• How the 80+ children’s books he has published to date started with a “discussion” with a teddy bear while he was stopped at a traffic light.
• The remarkable light emitted from his daughter upon her birth that swirled up in a vortex above her.
• The powerful, inspiring dreams he has had which have assisted in his awakening and uncovered innate healing gifts.
• Children’s past life/in utero memories.
• What did Albert Einstein suggest to a parent who wanted her child to become a brilliant scientist?

Explore Timothy's products: https://www.timothystuetz.com/a/9nty3

Free meditations, qigong exercises, children’s stories & songs, plus more: https://www.timothystuetz.com/freebies

Free Webinar: 3 Magic Wands For More Creative, Happier & Empowered Children: https://mailchi.mp/961fc3077dff/3magicwands

00:00.00
karagoodwin
Hello and welcome to the meditation conversation I'm your host Kara Goodwin and I'm so excited today to be joined by Timothy Stuts Stuts Stuts stuts okay I had it right? The None time darn.

00:15.36
Timothy Stuetz
Stuts. Ah.

00:38.00
karagoodwin
Okay, Timothy Stuts Timothy is a magical kids book creator and he's written more children's stories than anyone alive he has over eighty six to date with more coming. He's a self sir. Sorry he's a certified self-estteem coach for children and the creator of power and power animal frolics for children and a children's and family educator who has developed programs for the state of California and private foundations. He's also a master of ancient arts and saying. Sacred sciences including multiple forms of meditation qigong tai chi yoga reiki and quantum energetics which he's been using to help thousands of people to leap over some of life's most difficult challenges to achieve their full potential. And before all of this he was a certified public accountant. Obviously as most quantum energetic practitioners are ah so welcome Timothy. It's such a joy to have you here today.

02:40.66
Timothy Stuetz
Oh it's so wonderful to be with you. Kara.

03:03.54
karagoodwin
So It's amazing that you've created over 80 children's books. Actually you're coming up to 90 children's books. Um and you started as a Cpa. So How did you cross over from this really practical field of accounting. To a children's author and a Quantum Energetics Practitioner. Yes.

03:31.92
Timothy Stuetz
Yes, there were several several steps in between um I kind of I kind of knew when the cpa gig was was up. Um I really got an internal message that what I was doing I needed to stop and.

04:06.48
karagoodwin
And.

04:10.58
Timothy Stuetz
Then I went back into it because of financial needs and god showed me very quickly that that wasn't the avenue to take us within two weeks of being back into that I had a gun at my chest and um, being threatened yes I had.

04:50.64
karagoodwin
What.

04:47.62
Timothy Stuetz
I took a job and literally within two weeks found out that the ah people that hired me and their accounts and attorneys were in collusion to embezzle about $9000000 from people. So.

05:27.68
karagoodwin
Oh my goodness. Wow.

05:26.24
Timothy Stuetz
So anyway that that kind of gave me the message that I was not for that world anymore and at the time I had also started to meditate and meditation also led me into reiki.

05:50.34
karagoodwin
Yeah.

06:04.96
Timothy Stuetz
And so that that was my transition.

06:22.32
karagoodwin
Okay, and and when about in your life was this like how long were you an accountant before you started to transition.

06:24.24
Timothy Stuetz
Oh about 5 to 6 years in various aspects of it and I discovered reiki literally because I was.

06:52.76
karagoodwin
Okay.

06:59.90
Timothy Stuetz
Taking classes from this amazing psychologist that also tuned into our inner self and he brought me a flyer one class and said you might like to take this class from this nurse and she was teaching hands on healing. And she had discovered herself that when she was working with her patients. Her patients seemed to get better than the other nurses because she did laying on of hands Also which is something that nurses I mean that's the history of nursing is laying on of hands. So.

08:06.26
karagoodwin
Wow.

08:18.16
karagoodwin
Wow.

08:08.80
Timothy Stuetz
I took a class from her and she showed us various things. None was a technique to put your hands on people's heads and clear up headaches and it worked and that's the only thing I really used from her class and at one point I had a dream one night and I was standing next to this bean and we were watching somebody lay on a massage table and there were a couple of people around the table and this being standing next to me says you know how to do a healing with your hands. That's not widely known right now and it definitely wasn't known to me. So. Um, not short, not too long after that I had a friend come to town and we went out to dinner and he said his back hurt so I hadn't worked on backs I'd only worked on heads but we went up to his room after dinner and I asked him if I could put my hands on him and he said yes. And I went into the restroom and when I came out he was laying down and I expected him to be sitting in a chair but I just went with the flow and I put my hands on his back and the minute the the moment I did. It's like the top of my head opened up and a rush of energy just came down through the top of my head into my hands and I never felt anything like that before and so then I remembered that dream and in the dream I was shown that one person was holding the feet. Of the person on the table. So just because I saw it in the dream I went down and held his feet and again that same energy went into the top of my head and threw me and into him and it was maybe two months after that my body started to shut down. And I knew I needed some form of body work. So I started to look for massage therapists and I never had a massage in my thirty s I've never had a massage in my life and I wasn't going to get None either again. The universe conspired to make sure I didn't get a massage.

12:23.40
karagoodwin
Oh Wow. Okay.

12:19.46
Timothy Stuetz
But I had breakfast every every once a week with a bunch of guys and we had breakfast one morning and one of my friends said that his wife took a reiki class and I asked him what that was and he said I don't know but it felt really good and and she happened to be my. Yoga instructor. So I called her up and asked her what riiki was and she said she'd give me a demonstration and and she did and it was the most I'd been meditating for a couple of years at that time and it was the most profound deep experience. That I'd had of just feeling totally blissful and content and none thing out of my mouth when I got off the table was I want to die like this and I've been blessed to hold a dozen or so people at the time of their transition and it really is a blessing.

14:07.68
karagoodwin
Um.

14:15.58
Timothy Stuetz
To go out with somebody holding space for you. So that's kind of how I transitioned into the world of energy healing and then again just because of a dream and certain things that happened to me physically I discovered taichi and multiple forms of qagong and somewhere in there I woke up one morning and none thing out of my mouth when I looked at my partner was if hersheys can make kisses I can make chocolate french kisses and. So I set out on a mission to have a box designed and a custom-made candy mold with a pair of lips and a tongue curled out and found somebody to manufacture it for me who when they saw how I had packaged everything they. Up the price 3 times to me because they saw it might be really successful and that sort of forced me into opening my own chocolate shop and learning how to make candy and it was in that chocolate shop that I got a box of teddy bears delivered to me one day that I did not order. And being a cpa and loving a mystery and loving hardy boy books when I was a child I set out to find out who those bears belong to and I did discover and like other things in my history where I found um, unlawful things taking place.

17:38.28
karagoodwin
Ah.

17:27.00
Timothy Stuetz
Um, found out those bears had been smuggled into the country and anyway the people the rightful owners left the bears with me and I carried one of them in my car as a passenger and after about two weeks of carrying this bear I picked it up at a stoplight. And said who are you and this little bear said I'm poet bear which made perfect sense to me because I wrote love poetry I wrote philosophical poetry about things that were happening in modern day times and so I packaged that little bear with the little book of my poetry. And the day I got it together set it on the countertop in the candy store to sell my mom looked at it and said well you blew it that should have been a children's book and I said yes mom but I don't write for children. That's all love poetry. That's all philosophy.

19:29.60
karagoodwin
And.

19:21.00
Timothy Stuetz
Ah, so anyway, somehow what she said planted a seed and six months later I found myself literally just writing a children's story that came out of the blue and then after that they they literally just.

20:00.72
karagoodwin
No kidding.

19:57.72
Timothy Stuetz
Kept coming.

20:13.26
karagoodwin
So ah, what sort of what sort of time period. Are we in. You mentioned you're in your thirty s so at this time so I'm just curious in terms of you experiencing things like yoga reiki. Um, Tai Chi you know how far back are we going because these things are fair I mean they're still kind of they're not mainstream but they're much more well known now. So how long ago is this kid.

21:05.12
Timothy Stuetz
late late 1980 s is when I started waking up to meditation and again I I never went I didn't go searching to write children's books I didn't go searching to find Reiki and I didn't go searching for a meditation path either.

21:32.80
karagoodwin
Single.

21:56.00
karagoodwin
Has.

21:44.78
Timothy Stuetz
Um, that that all came about when I took some volume for a minor operation and then that night took a pain pill and as soon as I fell asleep I was in a dream driving on a mountain road going around a curve with a passenger. And I remember saying I can't control it any longer. The next thing I know my eyes are wide open. There's light coming out of my eyes playing a movie on my ceiling and I'm watching them carry our bodies away. You know the car didn't make it around the curve and I crashed and. Were taking our bodies away and I just thought this was pretty weird. So I closed my eyes and went back to sleep and the next night I took another pain pill and had a dream opened my eyes and this time coming out the wall across from my bed is a bearded man with an orange stocking cap. And some and orange shirt on he just kept coming in and out of the wall towards me and I said okay this is sufficiently weird enough I'm a certified public accountant. Um and I closed my eyes went back to sleep and didn't take any more pain pills and that was like.

24:09.24
karagoodwin
Ah. I.

24:14.42
Timothy Stuetz
God kind of awakening me slowly and nine months later I found myself laying in bed crying for three days did not get out of bed did not eat. Did not drink and my whole life had fallen apart and I sat there and. At the end of the three days and just said you know god I've done everything I thought I should do ever since ever since I could remember I got good grades I graduated in the top of my class I got a great job out into the world I'm married I have a child I had a child. And I've been praying now I lay me down to sleep ever since my mother taught me and if you exist I need to find you and shortly after that I got up out of bed looked at a very skinny body in the mirror and felt Christ behind me say. I will remake your body in my image and after that I called up a friend in Hawaii who the last year when I finished auditing her company. She said if you ever need a couch to crash on give me a call. And I needed a couch to crash on. So I called her up and she said well I don't have a couch anymore I bought a house so you can have your own room and when I arrived she gave me a book by Dick Sutfin past lives future loves and I had never heard about past lives in my life. And she said why don't you read this while I'm at work tomorrow and I started reading it and I just started crying and what I was reading was triggering memories things that my daughter had tried to tell me you know she was born in 78 and brought some amazing experiences into my life and started me questioning things.

28:17.96
karagoodwin
And how old was she when she started telling you things like this.

28:12.72
Timothy Stuetz
Um, before she was born. Ah I mean literally we we picked out the None name Melanie and I immediately went to look up what Melanie meant and saw that the root was darkness and you know it sounded like a beautiful name is like darkness what the heck.

29:02.40
karagoodwin
Um, yeah.

28:51.28
Timothy Stuetz
And I I Just immediately said to myself. You know, no child of mine is going to have the None name of darkness without having light behind it so pick the middle name dawn for light and darkness followed by light is also the meaning of Guru darkness Following. Followed by light so she she was teaching me unbeknownst to me before she was born and the moment they separated her from her mom in the hospital. She. There There was this red orange Golden Glow just emitting from her entire body and flowing up in a tunnel out the ceiling and I'd never seen anything like that before and I said something far more profound than the birth of my daughter's taking place.

30:36.66
karagoodwin
Wow.

30:38.36
Timothy Stuetz
And and she was and she has been my teacher ever since in in many ways I remember when she was about None she was in the backseat of the car and we were going somewhere and she started to describe where we were going. And I'm sitting there driving the cars and this is not Possible. She's never been there So I just started searching searching my memory banks and realized that the only time she had been there was when she was in the womb and she was describing it.

31:56.36
karagoodwin
Um.

31:47.60
Timothy Stuetz
Perfectly so that got me questioning. You know when are we conscious when when do we start to know? Um, yeah, that that was the start that was the start of it and it continued on afterwards.

32:16.64
karagoodwin
Is.

32:38.58
karagoodwin
That's incredible. Have you read? um the work of Ian Stevenson Dr even Ian Stevenson or Dr Jim Tucker I think that's his name they've done. They're out of the university of Virginia but they've.

32:32.56
Timothy Stuetz
No I haven't.

33:08.36
karagoodwin
Spent decades studying children's past life memories and a lot of it is kind of in the you know more Asian subcontinent sort of territory where this is more accepted. Culturally, there are some stories from.

33:00.10
Timothy Stuetz
Ah.

33:45.76
karagoodwin
The west but you know much of it is coming more from like India Thailand Sri Lanka that kind of area and but some really really incredible accounts I think you'd really enjoy diving into their work. It's very because they have a very scientific approach as well. So. They're very into the scientific method and trying to kind of tease out like you know how could this be is there any other explanation. Um, and sometimes they you know, find some. Something it could be this link you know, but the most logical explanation is that they're tapping into something outside of their physical being but that's remarkable.

34:54.12
Timothy Stuetz
Yeah, do do you read in in in reading their works. Do you remember them correlating anything with the birthing practices of those children in the Eastern countries versus those in the Western countries.

35:40.90
karagoodwin
No I haven't I don't remember any any tie to that.

35:32.40
Timothy Stuetz
Ah, okay because I know we you know for the most part we so traumatize children when they're born that a lot of that recognition that they're coming in with gets traumatized right out of them instantly. So just wondering if they had.

36:03.20
karagoodwin
A yeah.

36:18.26
karagoodwin
Um, yeah.

36:11.72
Timothy Stuetz
Looked at that aspect of it.

36:28.12
karagoodwin
Not in the things that I've read that have been published but but very possibly in in other or other work I haven't really looked at their their stuff for about probably ten or more years so but there's a whole There's a whole like paranormal kind of study branch of study at the University Of Virginia so they've they may have looked into things like that I'm not sure, but that's really fascinating so all of that with your daughter was happening. It sounds like maybe pre-awakening. Even.

37:34.38
Timothy Stuetz
Definitely pre-awakening all all of that was before I ever started meditating.

37:55.90
karagoodwin
Okay, that's phenomenal I mean you really seem to be part of what I might I'm I'm listening to dolores canon book right now I don't know if you've tapped into her at all. She's done a lot of quantum hypnosis. And she talks about different waves of volunteers who have come here to assist humanity and the planet and you very much sound like a None wave. You know like helping to ah, kind of set the platform.

38:27.12
Timothy Stuetz
Must.

39:06.36
karagoodwin
Because you know more and more it's like more and more and more people can relate to what you're talking about, but you are really quite a pioneer considering the time that all of this was happening I'm sure I'm guessing it was kind of difficult to find a community or. People who understood what was happening to you.

39:28.14
Timothy Stuetz
Um, well the communities I found were quite wonderful. But yeah, as far as the people that were in my life at the time that I started to experience these new things. Um quite a few of them fell away fairly quickly.

40:14.56
karagoodwin
Yeah.

40:05.30
Timothy Stuetz
And my brother gave me the greatest compliment one day he said you know after I was meditating for about 6 years he said you know what I still don't believe in a thing you're doing but you sure have become a much nicer person. Ah.

40:47.98
karagoodwin
Um I love it I Love that transformation you know and the it's interesting. The validation we get from people who are not in the same place that we're at.

40:42.78
Timothy Stuetz
Ah.

41:22.86
karagoodwin
You know who are much more mainstream and um, there's a different perspective that has a lot of value too. Yeah, so let's let's talk about the power of children's books in terms of children and parents. So um, what.

41:20.34
Timothy Stuetz
Yes.

42:02.00
karagoodwin
I Know you mentioned the origin of your children's books. But what power have you found in in this type of medium and helping children and parents.

42:02.92
Timothy Stuetz
Well one of the things that I discovered was that our ability as humans to create internal images is one of the highest achievements we have and our ability to create those images. And our imagination is really the foundation on which our lives are built so children that have more creativity more imagination they resort to violence less. They succeed more. And Albert Ein somebody once asked Albert Einstein there was a mom whose child wanted to be a scientist so she said you know what? what should I do to help him and Albert Einstein said read him fairy tales. You want them to be brilliant read fairy tales if you want them to be more brilliant tell them even more fairy taleles and brilliance has nothing to do with what we choose to do brilliance is whether we're a brilliant athlete a brilliant musician or whatever and what.

44:21.24
karagoodwin
10

44:32.86
Timothy Stuetz
None of the things fairy tales do is they stimulate those internal images and when I discovered that I decided that the majority of my books would not have illustrations on the inside that they would have beautiful. Outer covers but I wanted the children to create their own internal images without seeing what an adult had determined should be on a page and that also allows an interaction with the parents because the parents can.

45:46.60
karagoodwin
And then.

45:48.58
Timothy Stuetz
Ask the children. What are you seeing? What do these words mean and so instead of just reading a story from cover to cover and looking at the pretty pictures you can actually create dialogues and take your time going through the stories and and. Create a bonding between the reader and the listener that is much stronger than if you're just looking at pictures and reading.

46:55.32
karagoodwin
That's fascinating because it it brings to mind the fact that the movie recreations of books are so often disappointing you know where you you read the book None and then you watch the movie and it's it's Good. You know it might be good, but it's like it never is it never seems to be quite as good as reading it and I wonder how much of that is just because of the limitations of the physical versus your imagination which can go.

47:18.36
Timothy Stuetz
Aha.

48:08.36
karagoodwin
You know in ah in a lot more direction than once it's kind of grounded into that physical.

47:54.66
Timothy Stuetz
Right in it. Yeah as you're saying that I I don't think our I don't think our brains our minds are built to handle the fast rapid input of Movies. So as we're listening to a story. You know it gives our brains and our minds a chance to imagine. But when we're exposed to a movie. Everything's happening so fast and you just have to keep up with what's there. There's really no time to create on yourself other than to get stimulated. Emotionally.

48:53.92
karagoodwin
And.

49:07.14
karagoodwin
And.

49:22.40
karagoodwin
Yeah, yeah, so True. Um, it also brings to mind the role of the imagination outside of books like for example, in meditation you know it's one of the things that I often. Um, encourage my students is to use your imagination because so often when we're meditating things may float in and then we we shut it down because it's like oh that must be my imagination or you know. I'm losing focus and I'm you know, whatever it is but we kind of try to fit what's happening in meditation inside the box of what our physical reality is and we reject a lot of things that come through. As imagination and then we're saying like imagination is bad. You know I want to have a real experience in my meditation but those lines are so Blurred. You know our imagination is this gateway that helps us to have these more expansive experiences. So.

51:01.86
Timothy Stuetz
Ah, yeah.

51:40.20
karagoodwin
Um I don't know if that triggers anything for you but the role of the imagination is is really powerful in a lot of aspects of our lives.

51:39.58
Timothy Stuetz
Yeah, it's like when in those deeper states of meditation we can plant seeds and see things that we don't um normally see with our conscious minds. So you know it is a matter of.

52:10.18
karagoodwin
Who.

52:17.14
Timothy Stuetz
Learning to be aware of what might be coming in that really is guided versus what our own subconscious may be creating. But yes I mean I I get so many without asking.

52:55.28
karagoodwin
Here.

52:55.96
Timothy Stuetz
I Get so much information and meditation and and I don't ask I do not use my meditation periods to ask for anything I literally just use them to connect with God and to enjoy. In fact, this morning.

53:13.60
karagoodwin
Yeah.

53:26.80
karagoodwin
Um, and.

53:31.98
Timothy Stuetz
It's so funny I've I've been meditating every day for over forty years and for 15 of those years I meditated 4 hours a day and I still get these aha moments and so when I'm meditating today. It just.

54:02.38
karagoodwin
Wow.

54:10.54
Timothy Stuetz
All I can say is it feels so delicious. It's like the most delicious experience running through my body and I realized that I stopped appreciating it. You know it's like it's become common to me and so then I just started I said oh wow.

54:50.84
karagoodwin
Yeah, yeah, never.

54:49.74
Timothy Stuetz
It's like I'm going to really move into these feelings. You know it's like yeah they're wonderful. But I'm going to really appreciate that they're so wonderful and then they just heightened even more so even after 40 some years of meditation. It's like it's wonderful to get these aha moments and it's like wow it's just appreciating.

55:16.88
karagoodwin
Yeah, well.

55:28.12
Timothy Stuetz
What I'm experiencing instead of looking at it as oh well this is just normal and like you mentioned earlier. It's like I'm kind of like waiting for the next big explosion. Ah, ah, ah.

55:50.46
karagoodwin
Um, yeah. Um, yeah, you're so that's so true I mean we do get used to these states and um and they they are special. You know it's it's it's a dichotomy I Guess you know. Such a blessing for them to be normalized, but then we kind of have to step back and realize the beauty of what that is you know it's kind of like if you finally relieve suffering from yourself like longstanding suffering that plagued you for years and then.

56:27.40
Timothy Stuetz
Yes.

57:19.78
karagoodwin
That becomes normal again. You know you start to feel that equilibrium but it just it just becomes normal and so that stepping back to be like Wow I'm out of suffering. You know it can be hard to step back and remember that and appreciate it.

57:35.72
Timothy Stuetz
Yeah, so that that kind of this morning taught me I just keep appreciating every moment more and more and exactly what's happening in the moment. Not just the blissfulness of meditation but you know really what's happening in each moment.

58:04.18
karagoodwin
Um, yeah.

58:21.22
karagoodwin
Yeah, yeah, Beautiful. So This has been beautiful and rich and you've got such an amazing um fullness of of information and just of energy and. The transmission is is really powerful. How can people find out more about you and connect with you.

58:54.88
Timothy Stuetz
My website is Timothy Stuts S T U E T Z Dot Com and if they go up into the menu item. There's a menu item called freebies and I have. A lot of wonderful free meditations. In fact, the most powerful meditations that I've experienced in my life are there is freebies and there's a couple of fairy tales for children and some songs for children a couple of qigong practices that I have used every day since i.

59:51.36
karagoodwin
Wow.

01:00:00.96
Timothy Stuetz
Discovered them and that they will transform your life very simply and easily.

01:00:33.92
karagoodwin
That's amazing. Wow.

01:00:19.60
Timothy Stuetz
I know I know I remember 1 of the meditations I was taught by my tai chi first Tai Chi instructor and he said he was walking in this, you know, really old little bookshop in San Francisco area and. You know one of these places you imagine with just books falling off the shelves everywhere and nothing dusted for decades and anyway he said he walked by this one section and this book just jumped out item and it contained a meditation that zen master hakuan.

01:01:15.58
karagoodwin
Yeah.

01:01:29.86
Timothy Stuetz
Had used to heal. He started out to heal a physical ailment that no doctor was able to cure and he was it was suggested that he go visit this monk that was lived in a cave and so he went there and he was given this meditation. That's. You know four japanese colons cones. However, you pronounce that and so there's ah, there's a refrain in 4 different lines and you literally just lay down and repeat these lines and I did that every day for six months

01:02:29.74
karagoodwin
And.

01:02:49.30
karagoodwin
Um.

01:02:46.88
Timothy Stuetz
After I learned it and then one night I decided well since this master became met. He became a fully realized being simply by repeating these lines I'm going to stay awake all night until something magical happens I'm just going to keep repeating these phrases over and over. And I don't know how many repetitions it took but suddenly my body just filled up every cell was a thousand suns and I could hear things that were going on across the street and it was so powerful and every night ever. Ever since then I've only used that meditation when I need a really breakthrough if I can't get through something because ever since I had that night I fall asleep within 10 seconds of going to sleep at night.

01:04:41.92
karagoodwin
Oh really.

01:04:33.96
Timothy Stuetz
Yep I Just I just lay down and I'm gone and literally you can you can try to you could set off a bomb next to the bed and I would not hear it for the first hour after I fall asleep. So I know those things that I'm sharing work.

01:05:06.36
karagoodwin
How wow.

01:05:18.86
karagoodwin
Yeah,, that's amazing I Can only imagine the the pathways that have been created through those experiences the connections and you know within the body within The. The brain and the nervous system and and and the transformation. The long-term transformation that that enables is incredible.

01:05:47.38
Timothy Stuetz
It it does and it's when as you say that I'm I'm recalling when I learned sun gazing. It was a pride it I learned it from somebody who said you just gaze 10 seconds and add 10 seconds a day until you get to 44 minutes

01:06:37.38
karagoodwin
Um, oh I'm at certain times of day I'm guessing.

01:06:26.10
Timothy Stuetz
And at about ah 1 hour after the sun rises and 1 hour before it sets is what's considered the safe zone and he said you can only add 10 seconds if you actually get to see the sun without clouds and so.

01:06:59.68
karagoodwin
Okay.

01:07:13.94
karagoodwin
Remember.

01:07:01.44
Timothy Stuetz
It took me a year to get to the full 44 minutes but on 2 consecutive days at about the 33 minute Mark my body became a nuclear reactor the entire time I was sun gazing I mean that's all I can describe and I knew the r and a Dna. Every aspect of my being was being transformed and all I had to do was sit there and keep my eyes open and watch the sun. Ah.

01:07:57.66
karagoodwin
Wow, That's amazing I mean what that does just generally like looking at the center or looking at a flame I found but how it affects your pineal Gland and then you know  it justseems to change and and activate that pineal Gland in a really amazing way and the re I mean I know you had ah ah a stronger experience even than that. But that's incredible. Wow.

01:08:41.11
Timothy Stuetz
It does I've oh oh no I've I've I've candled I've flamed Gaze Candle gaze many times in meditation and it is just very very magical. There's.

01:09:29.20
karagoodwin
Um, yeah, and yeah.

01:09:17.57
Timothy Stuetz
There is something about the power of a flame and I was actually at the time right after I became a reiki master I was contemplating what the difference between raki initiations were and the initiations that enlightened beings gave their students and. Happened to be at a meditation retreat shortly after that and was in a temple and I went in to meditate and there's a statue of murti of bgwan nichanda which is's the city yoga path and when I went in I was the only person in there meditating. And it was late afternoon and at five o'clock every night they have a program so I would been meditating for a couple of hours and then I hear in my inner voice when you open your eyes. There'll be somebody bowing before me. And there'll be people sitting on both sides of you I mean I was so deep in meditation I had no idea the time had flown. So I opened my eyes and yeah, the room was full. There was somebody bowing before this statue and a flame went from his heart. Into their heart and then went into every heart around the room and as it did this I I heard every human heart is a flame of love burning to go home to god said a yoga fans the flame reiki fans the flame. Etc etc. So yeah, flames are dear to me and I can tell they're dear to you too.

01:12:50.24
karagoodwin
Um, yeah, that's amazing. Wow. Well thank you so Much. This has been just really really powerful I Mean the words that you've said. Have been really powerful but just in between the words and and behind the words and through the words it's you know?? Ah so much so much more than what you're saying and you really have a true gift of transmitting that that really strong vibration through your communication. So so thank you so much. It's been really an honor and a joy to have you here today I really appreciate it.

01:14:16.26
Timothy Stuetz
Thank you for recognizing that and thank you for sharing that and it's my pleasure to be with you and may everyone just do 1 thing just keep meditating. Ah it opens up all kinds of worlds.

01:14:58.70
karagoodwin
Yeah, well said well said beautiful. Thank you so much timothy.

01:15:03.14
Timothy Stuetz
You're welcome. Thank you.

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